Hello. How are you?
It’s crazy to think that those three words can be so emotionally driven in a completely different direction. (Does that make sense? I’m sorry if it doesn’t)
I am writing this with a heavy heart but not in a sad way just in a gravitated way. You see these past couple of days and months even have been, I must say, eye opening. And I don’t think that other years haven’t also, but it’s just that with all of the freedom of social media it has laid a heavyweight on our shoulders, a burden to hard to comprehend. The kind that is only wished to be see in a movie. Only it is not a movie. It, This is real life.
And I beg your pardon for being so low in energy right now… I even wonder if I will put this out. But I also think that it is important to show our true self even when we are burdened with sorrow. And yet it is so crazy how, for me at least, it is easier for me to tell you this then to keep it in.
But don’t worry there is good out of this, as I share with you my thoughts and heavy heart, there is a freedom that comes only with the knowledge of others that comprehend. And there is also more good news because well… Jesus.
I truly say, that is the only way I can think of saying it. And as we know from the scriptures of the book of Life that God is Love. And without Love, there is nothing. Not even a single ounce of value. So we must remember to love. We must remember to share God to others. We must do, act, and speak God, to every passer by that is dead in sin. And bring them back to Life through the Holy Spirit.
We can make a deference in our lives and in other’s lives. If we remember Love.
Today was a good day, and yet I wondered what day it was while I was taking my shower 😂😭 Monday? Friday? Tuesday? Oh right… Saturday. But yet then again.. i find myself questioning my own question which brings me to a new question: do I mean my first thought to be quiet as one would put it.. in a literal sense? Or do I mean it in a deeper more spiritual way?
You know, in the way that my first first question at the beginning of this post was truly meant to sound? No? Maybe?
Oh the thoughts that haunt my mind at night… but only brings me back to God.
Oh Lord, please come back, please come and finish this war once and for all. Finish the war you have already won, the war that we mere humans are stuck in, yet You creater of time is not.
Well friends. Let me.. if you are still here, close this midnight stroll. Thank you, for being a companion in my journey of coming to peace. If you have lots on your mind, I suggest you write it out. You will see beauty out of it, and peace you shall have found.
Goodnight 🤍 and till next time,